august 28th, 2017: changes

so heres the morning and things are not good. not one bit. i hurt...so...much. eventually i manage to pull some food together so i can down a pill. it may make me drowsy, but it should at least get me going in the right direction.

hours later and im starting to feel...normal...er.

and now to see whats going on at work. it seems like im going to walk into a big ol' mess.

yep.

i pulled up as nelson was coming around and he's just as surprised about things as i am. nobody seems to know whats going on and the further we dig the more questions come up. i cant wait to leave this place. 

neu guy: what do you want?
me: to be left alone. thats what it comes down to.

on the up side, easter is back so thats cool. and hes set on what his future holds and its not this. i think its a good move. 

i spent the rest of the afternoon talking to chris about how terrible the world can be.

dinner. tv. and now its time to wind down and put the day behind me.