february 7th 2014: shot down and pissed on

i was feeling pretty good when i got up. a lot less stress was on my shoulders after the show and it went over well. 

starting the day with my "off-day" workout. i went up to 35's all around so thats pretty good. if i remember right, thats where i was for sitting and standing curls. preacher curls still needs a bit of work though. i definitely remember working out with a 90 bar and im quite a ways from that. things ended pretty early so i sat and watched basketball for a while. sitting. thinking.

talks and insights with brandon about things. he's one of the people that i like to have conversation with. it sucks the way things played out with his move and how he feels about it, but even more so because its not something we can just undo. 

borderlands 2 with james graves. i keep up with my emails while i play and i see what and exclaim, "its too soon to play summer holidays!" its out of context and i realize just how it came off when he questions what im talking about. 

ive been spending more time hanging out with people and in a way i dont like it. its fun, but its just not quite what i want to do with my time sometimes. i like to put my 'day job' behind me after its over, but this doesnt help me do that. 

i talked to the black guy at the food counter for a while about guitar lessons and stuff. that might be fun. then i went on to talk to ethan and jed and ended up getting another show booked. thats cool and all, but with all the issues that me being around has brought up its hard to get too excited about it. 

it makes the most sense for me to be on the low end of things. i practice with them and am all right at playing, but the main thing from my perspective is that they only need one guy on that and they had one. however, if he isnt playing really and its not exactly a band...is this really an issue?