july 31st, 2017: its greyed out. unless youre me.

no gym. just work. there were a few things to do and a few conversations to be had. im so hungry today. breaking to mcdonalds and talking to some black chaplain dude. that was kinda odd at first, but hes all right in my book.

i spent a lot more time across the way than any day in recent weeks. it was kind of a nice change. 

a little run in with mildred. i really need to see what these white folk are plotting. its getting weird.

dropping off a package to bugg. i had a 50/50 shot on picking where he lived. and i was wrong.

home. i fell asleep on the floor watching rick and morty. 

back at work. but not at work. somehow i lost about 2 hours across the way. it wouldve been a little less, but the rain said no. on the upside i did get some names for meals on wheels.

walmart. home. thats when i noticed its later than it should be. and i have warped tour in the morning. luckily its about 2.5 hours closer.

july 30th, 2017: have another espresso

i went into work to knock out some stuff that was going to take a while. naturally things were working, but after brushing off those computer skills i brag about from time to time everything worked out. 

the gym. it was a bad session. i just wasnt feeling it and people were going the wrong way on the track. there was some thing about jimmy hoffa on the news. evidently he disappeared at some point. intriguing.

laundry.

i took a much needed nap and had a very real dream. when i woke up i just knew in my heart that i needed to find some receipts that had something to do with seats at a new day concert or show? odd. spending a few minutes convincing myself that wasnt real.

discovering shel silversteins music. its hit and miss. at least for that particular album

n++. i forgot how fun that can be. even with the lag. 

july 29th, 2017: i remember her from trolls

i feel like its been a while since i had to deal with a shoe release morning. there was the mutlicolor ultra boosts, but im talking online. anyways, the eggplant foamposites come out today and that's one of my go-to colors so thats happening.

doing some much needed cleaning up before a quick, light workout. then home for a hangout video call with the hangout guys. 

more cleaning. i finally got those boxes taken outside and cleared out the refrigerator. 

finishing off the evening with dinner and a movie. it was going to be aeon flux because that was a topic earlier, but instead i went with doctor strange. its still ok. and then closing out the night with africa. i really need to start taking the time to watch more of this stuff.

july 28th, 2017: the tank transition or i'm steve

gym time. im coming off a bit of a break and feeling every bit of it.

before getting into work i was distracted with shabazz and the big one. and then it was off to the bowling alley.

back at work. not much going on there. bugg showed up to investigate his phone order. its funny how such little tasks can be so entertaining sometimes.

a late lunch with shabazz and the big one. 

keeping myself busy with stuff at work. little things thatve been neglected lately.

post office. wal-mart. home. i stopped for groceries so i wouldnt have to go out to eat, but when i got to the car i lost all will to make it happen. dtns and popcorn. its not going to be enough. luckily there was an invitation to buffalo wild wings. the guys got some hot wings that were a bit much. i wanted to try them to see what it was all about, but for obvious reasons that didnt happen.

i was posting pictures on instagram from warped tour 2014. it was today but that year. it was the transition starting point for the tank top movement. 

july 27th, 2017: ha

things are slowing down more and more at work. im ok with that.

i took some time to head across the way and do some tedious things, but alas its not in the cards. so instead i spent a bunch of time catching up with my fellow blacks. apparently when easter asked me about some help and i responded with a simple 'ha' that kinda got to him. who knew. it was pretty funny though.

later on in the day i had to run out to pick up a letter. seemed a bit odd that there was no heads up or anything. turns out it was a mistake. on the up side i did get a free mountain dew pitch black out of it. im black so maybe ill like it. who knows...

at home. finishing off some wrestling and an episode of dtns. jericho returns never get old. then i fell asleep on the floor.

ill take that as a sign to get ready for bed.

when i was catching up on my videos for the day i stumbled across one by a shoe guy i watch sometimes. thanks to a big fire (and the stopping of it) his collection is mostly not. thats something i think about with this whole endeavor. and with everything, really. i mean, what would i do in that case? its kind of a good reason to not keep investing into this. or at least going about something differntly. either way somethings gotta give.