august 18th, 2017: the mysterious case of the unstarted meb

gym time. im trying to get back into the swing of things, but since im feeling noticeably unprepared i went light. and it didnt work. but i need to hold it together for at least another month or two so i can take my test and be done with it. unless something happens with this shoulder.

the bundle chat is making all the obvious jokes about the ianal. no creativity. and theyre late.

i figured i should check into that meb thing since it has been a couple weeks. surely something has happened, right? no. not at all. everything needs to be submitted again. again.

there's not much in the way of work things so thats cool. looks like another day of wandering about. at some point i gave neu a rundown of the struggles i faced last night at wal-mart. why do they have to put the cereal so high anyway?

i took a moment to venture into the other building before lunch. in some ways that was a mistake because one i went to lunch i kinda felt like there was no reason to go back. so i didnt.

what am i going to do with all that extra time though? thats not an answer i have. so i spent it watching gravity falls and dtns while catching up with mary michelle. heading into the room to do an amazon survey and watch a pilot for some show called 'the climb.' it has potential. then back to what i was doing and at some point there was a brief nap.

i really need to get some direction to my days. but really i just dont have much of a choice. theres nothing to really add to the lineup outside of school. and with my motivation being where it is, thats just not feasible.