july 9th, 2017: *looks around* this is gonna be some good water

i always feel like im in a bit of a daze after taking those pills. and im always surprised at what time it is. today its around 10. didnt see that coming. id waken up earlier at some point. i think i frantically checked twitter and fell back to sleep?

right into studying to make up for the last few days. that was a bit of a black hole for time. i had a bit of a break here and there, but for the most part it was just that. all that. no chips.

josh seemed pretty adamant about doing a video call thing so that happened. and boy did it ever. for three hours. it was a good time though. that needs to happen more often. the moral of that being, "you dont have to be gay to have feelings for another man."

pay per view time. it wasnt too bad. i didnt care for some of the outcomes though. and reallly i didnt pay it a whole lot of attention either.

and back to studying to finish off that chapter with all the acronyms. im feeling pretty good i guess. and now its late. 

had i gone to el paso for wrestling i wouldve been mostly upset with myself because id have missed out on a lot of good. and a lot of productive. and sleep tonight. though i wouldve liked to have been there. oh well...