february 16th, 2017: stand-up COWmedy

this mornings eric andre show had harry shum on to be interviewed about his sub-zero role. it's more entertaining than it should be. its a pretty good way to start the day.

i was all set to get in and run through some post-inspection clean-up for the second round. got to work earlier than usual. took care of a bunch of things. and waited. and waited. then a little more. apparently there was something of a misunderstanding and its not happening. what i did yesterday covered me for today. whoop whoop.

things finally worked our for king kai and he'll be going off to do big things in a few months. i kinda feel like its a small personal victory in a way.

lunch with a lot more cow talk than one should have. something about currency cows and bat-based slaughter houses. with a few jokes in there about corsair being homeless with a dog doing better than he is. its entertaining and more importantly distracting.

after talking to kai about how the world works for awhile i went off to the gym to take care of some stress i guess. and see if my body is done being all worn out. its not. i need to really take some time to get things back on track. 

out to the movies to see lego batman. its been a long time. im not sure what the last movie i saw was. hmm... maybe ill never know.

watching youtube videos and looking at shoe stuff. and then the phone rang. talking to anthony for about an hour about a lot of stuff. those calls put me in a pretty good mood until theyre over. then depression kinda sets back in as i think about the life i dont have any more.
*on the subject of wanting attention*
anthony: i just want someone to touch my butt. musically of course
music things are going pretty well for him so thats good to hear. its been a pretty rough road. maybe we dont hate it when our friends become successful... and apparently i need to look up 'manborg' and houndmouth's my cousin greg. securing a spot in the browser to come back to that.

back to my 12 pack of tabs.