january 10th 2014: there isnt an emotion you wont feel tonight.

today was kind of just a blur of things happening. like shorthand notes from something you forgot you did a few weeks ago.

lunch with jed. talking about stevie wonder:

him: didnt know if you knew who this was

me: im black guy that grew up in the 80's. of course i do.

he cant relate. a song idea about a perfect world where everybodys black. "im black. youre black. everybodys black!"

beach balls.

i forget the conext, but later someone references africa and i say, "its a small city in cuba." the few people within earshot have a chuckle over it. 

i go take a few photos for brett and we talk about random things. at some point he asks, "how much ps2 do you play?" and odd question. he walks over to a book shelf and hands me maximo. i let him borrow that game 10 years ago. i had pretty much forgotten about it though it would cross my mind when sparked by something related to it. seems that it had been weighing on him to return it since we parted ways in '05. the fact that he rebought it a time or two with the intention of returning it said a lot. but the fact that he had it here with him says even more. 

closing the night with "sainthood"