october 12th, 2017: that just doesnt sound right...

i slept in a bit for the first time in a while. at least through the week. but i feel like ive earned it or maybe im just taking advantage of the situation. regardless thats whats happening. 

paying bills and stuff to get ahead of things. i should only need so much for the phoenix trip and im going to make a solid effort to step back on the shoes. the biggest ones to get are probably the deadly pinks so ill do that. and hopefully for the low. er.

while talking about mailing stuff someone said something that sounded a little off. phil heard my reaction and kept going back to it through the day.

stopping by neu industries during lunch but its easter appreciation day so nobody is around. instead of conversation i fixed dhcp and went on about my day.

class wrapped up around 3 so i was able to get in a run and knock out laundry. while that was going on i saw that i hit 100 followers on snupps. thats kinda cool since it is a platform made solely of strangers. 

and then back home to be lazy and stuff. watching raw from last week. im so behind on things that i kinda want to just stop trying and give up on tv.

ive been back and forth on meeting some people from austin in el paso this weekend. it could be cool, but in reality itll likely be a very standard thing. i mean, hanging out at a seated show and then likely going our separate ways is how i see it going. that and i kinda want to see oh wonder instead...

october 11th, 2017: kickstarting my life alone

its day one of a three part training trilogy. it seems like it wont be too bad though so thats good. and it let out somewhat early.

a trip out to see the deployment factory. we did up some documents recently and they dont make the most sense from most perspectives. so we're expecting to hear back about that in a day or two...

stopping by to see the neu guy. relaying things. turns out hes worried about how people see me. i want to be concerned or at least care a little, but i just cant. 

post office. home. i want to take a nap, but thats just not an option. soccer practice. gym. the gym time didnt work out well since i wasnt breathing right. hopefully that clears up in the next few days. 

calling mom and taking a trip to walmart. it ended up being a long call and covered a lot of stuff. we got on the subject of my first time staying home alone and first time walking to grandma's house. it was a good talk and i think i needed that.

shoe stuff and hamburger type food.

october 10th, 2017: mr peepshow

its gonna be a rough day. the gabby is holding me down a bit, but its time to get up so not much to do about that. besides, i have to do hair stuff today.

so i made the long drive to start on stuff and soon found out it was a waste of my time. so thats cool. this is why i dont care about things... so on to do things ive put off for too long. and naturally that doesnt work out. i tend to put other things above mine i guess. 

i retreat to home and even that was interrupted. 

in the end i eventually got in my zone and without distractions had to go hard until about 5:30. not how i wanted my day to go...

cereal because cooking is out of the question. wrestling because it was a ppv week.

october 5th, 2017: aint no stopping us now

today's the day. off to austin for acl. im a bit apprehensive because of how it went last time, but i think im prepared. got various forms of medical things to keep me going and hopefully a more acclimated body in general. but worrying about all that now is unecessary. first i have to get through the day...

work stuff. kind of... some guy is coming by to 'see things' later, but i cant be bothered with that. instead im going to do some computer stuff. that was interrupted for guitar lessons.

eventually enough stuff had been done. or maybe just enough time had passed...either way it was time to go.

everything went fairly smooth. even got to see the infamous harvest moon in action.

the airbnb guy, cameron, was pretty cool and the place was as well. we took a little walk to check out the area. between the spiderhouse and cvs we had a pretty entertaining night. hopefully its the start of a pretty entertaining weekend.

october 4th, 2017: #3rdgradereadinglevel

the goal for the morning was pretty much the same as yesterday. do stuff. and once again it fell through. though i did at least make some progress this time around.

after a while of that it was off to pick up more letters. the last of the batch perhaps. and a quick stop by the parts store building too. the chick that i like to look at was there so thats cool.

later that afternoon neu came by for a small conversation and he somehow stretched it out over an hour and a half. that nine level is no joke. the thing to take away from that is that im pretty much being screwed again. it sucks but makes me feel better about not working so hard.

soccer. so close to winning. alyssa did some amazing work and balanced out elizabeths mishap earlier. in the end it was yet another tie. and then to the gym. that chick from the parts store was there. she noticed me and hit me with the happy face. 

and then home. time to prepare for austin.

closing the night with an acoustic used album that i just heard of. im not sure im going to like it.