august 27th, 2017: a familiar pain

in one way i feel that i havent done a sunday run in a while, but in another way i feel like it wasnt that long ago. either way, i did it. 15 minutes. and then a little more. im a few weeks out from a test and its time to start acting like it. but i know already ill be feeling this later.

so back at home and now what? thats always the question. sometimes i have an answer, sometimes i dont. this time is a dont. so its filled with the usual stuff and a nap on the couch/floor. bad idea...

hours later and a whole mess of pain is settling in. neck. traps. back. all at once. its a bit unbearable and it feels like tears arent far away. but im going to hopefully sleep it off later.

we'll see what happens in the morning...

august 26th, 2017: necroscope?

yesterday i was looking up tekken on amazon and ran across #3. its going for a bunch of money, or at least a lot of money is being asked for it. luckily for me i ordered it back in 2001. 

i brought that up to tony today and spent the next while going through my amazon order history. i made 112 orders in 2014. thats a lot of stuff.

gym. laundry.

i fell asleep on the couch while watching something. its not like i had anything else to do. so how ill get through the rest of the day? not quite sure... i fired up the ps4 for a bit to do some marvel vs capcom and watched an episode of life. there was a bit of gravity falls in there somewhere too. and then later in the night i talked with josh about buying games and discounts.

all in all today was a bit of a waste of several hours. 

august 25th, 2017: we wanna give you a reprieve...

doing work stuff before going to work. thats a common thing for me but im fine with it i guess. if i wasnt id stop, right? right?

work. quick briefing. sitting at the desk all day. theres no reason to go anywhere and even if there was i probably wouldnt. kinda wish id known ahead of time about the other stuff to get signed, but i didnt. so back in for round 2.

this time i ran into old man planty. he asked some questions about me helping out chavez and that turned into a bit of a talk. long story short, its looking like im probably going to be doing a lot less. you give up a bunch of your time and whatnot without asking for too much. but then they decide to kinda piss on you. not really a fan of that, so nah.

home. no gym...just not feeling it. that and i didnt get clothes during lunch. so watching dtns it is...

i went to post something on instagram and started to notice that all the times i enjoyed life were all pre-2013. thats dang near 5 years of straight up disappointment and disdain. thats not ok. 

and eventually its late enough to go to sleep.

august 24th, 2017: ever heard of elderly instruments?

a medical appointment. ive had more of those in the last year than in the previous 15... at check in the chick handed me a license and some other id because she thought it was mine. it wasnt. just some black guy. turns out the guy she mistked me for was dressed and built pretty much the same. so i guess thats fair. the appointment didnt really do much for me, but ill be on steroids for six days so thats something i guess.

at work sometime around noon. a couple things came up while i was gone. i kinda wish i worked alone still just so i didnt come back to stuff. and then basically waiting around for some new dude to come by and then some training thing. 

no gym today. no laundry either. i just want to go home.

ive been hearing conflicting things about whats going on with helping chavez and i need to get that sorted out. i wouldnt be surprised if that lanky bitch is trying to pull a fast one on me.

on the upside, my mankind arrived so that completes the 1996 set. my new hat came in. i grossly mis-estimated how big 8.5 inches is. and some shoes that are too big came in. looks like ill be hitting the post office friday...

august 23rd, 2017: this fuckin' city...

gym time. legal stuff for soccer. work.

finally got buggs package mailed out. it took longer than it shouldve, but it happened. so thats cool. while i was there i saw the little sexy chick from yoga. she ignored my words the first time around. and second. 

today was the day to find out who's getting promoted. i had little to no interest in that so i ran off to do tristan stewart things. and got lost in the process. as many times as ive been to that medical place youd think i could get there without much effort. not today. and then they tried to give me the wrong cd. but things worked out pretty smoothly at the next stop and im all set to be seen in the morning. 

lunch. work.

i ended up being summoned to mildred. the whole thing was clearly a setup. and i fell for it. like little bitch. i cant stand this place.

musical things. chaves still has some strange amount of motivation to learn a bunch of songs. kd and i are more on the casual end of the spectrum. just trying to hang out and see what happens. a small break turned into the end of it on account of rain. or at least the possibility of it. but then it happened and boy did it.