april 25th, 2017: he has his hands full with himself

the last day before a little break. in a way thats nice to know, but it also means running around and doing what i can to prevent any loose ends. 

it's mostly successful. it was a lot more back and forth, building to building than expected.

things cleared up towards the end and i got to have some conversation. it wasn't the best use of my time as it was mostly double j trying to defend a horrendously incorrect pronunciation of encyclopedia. it's worse than aloostrius.

gym. its a short session and not very good. laundry. home to get things ready for leaving. and some last minute tweaking for hotel things in the morning.

somewhere in there olivia called to vent and be excited. 

and just when the night was ready to be wrapped up, tragedy strikes. so i spent a chunk of last night opening and standing up wrestling figures. and i left the knife on the floor. so thats about all i have to say about that. in the end i had to take a trip to wal-mart for resolve that id been putting off forever. and since i was out i ran by work, which wasnt at all out of the way, and go the list of dates i needed.

and now...now its over. until 3am when i have to wake up and go to el paso. 

april 24th, 2017: you dont know rick rude?

the cretins are playing soccer today. ill leave them to that...leg stuff will pass the time for me

i was supposed to have some kind of meeting thing this morning, but instead inspection stuff happened. theres been a lot of that lately. 

physical therapy stuff. finishing up things with anderson. i expected to ride that out the rest of the day, but dumb ass duran summoned me. that was a long waste of time. talking to him just makes me feel like im getting dumber. and he doesnt know who rick rude is.

im not sure what to do with my time once i get home. i did a little studying and started putting up my wrestling figures. theyre pretty nice, but not amazing. i do like them overall and thats all that really matters i guess. that and that toronto won tonight.

mike tyson mysteries is coming on again soon. its nice to have something to look forward to.

april 23rd, 2017: im gainges...

i was going to stay in all day, but someetimes thats just not easy. so i went for a run and some weight stuff. i missed out on the run yesterday so i guess i felt i had to make up for it. i felt pretty bad, but i made it. and thanks to miscalculating the time, it actually ended earlier that expected.

while i was doing the weight stuff, some dude came by and greeted me. i wasnt sure what it was all about. apparently i looked familiar to him. my assumption was that dude was gay or something. he still might be. im not happy about it, but that seems to be the kind of people i attract.

without laundry and extra stops, the day was over pretty quick. killing time until i find a purpose...

i took in a lot of modern family and another episode of the hunt.

finally added new music to the ipod. it's been a while. since december actually. 

finishing off the night with some of the playoff stuff. jazz vs clippers. its a home game for jazz and the crowd is just a sea of white people. it was a pretty close game in the end, but the jazz got lucky or the clippers got sloppy. maybe ill have to watch the next few in the series.

this time two years ago i was killing myself slowly in denver. it was that four nights of alkaline trio thing and man did it take a lot out of me. it was such a good time though. one day id like to do that again. obviously, exactly that isnt much of an option. but something equally awesome. i dont have a lot of bands that i like in the way i do them though. so that could be a problem.

april 22nd, 2017: a couple dozen pound can of tomato

i wanted to get my run out of the way. i figured id do it before i got too hungry because that wouldnt be a good combination. of course i didnt remember until i got to the gym that the track would be closed. so thats not great. some treadmill time. and some shoulder/leg stuff.

wasting away the day. watching some stuff here and there. a nap at some point. watching more things. i started on 'the hunt' last night and had to finish that up today. its good.

a trip to wal-mart because i realized i didnt have anything to make a real dinner out of. i need to get things together in the stewart household. its kinda sad.

borderlands with tony. it's been a while so theres always that initial part of getting used to things again. thinking about how i need to clean up the inventory. all that. but it was fun. a much needed break from the usual me sitting around doing nothing.

watching more things. tanked. the hunt. basketball.

a largely empty day. i did manage to fix up the hotel spreadsheet so thats cool.

when nothing happens i have to dig into the archives for a picture. sometimes its relevant, sometimes its not. usually its not. the one from today makes me miss my old life. times that i tried to just put on hold for a moment. and that moment has turned into an eternity. i kinda hate myself for it. 

april 21st, 2017: i dropped his ass

one of those random super early wake ups. somewhere around 4:30. trying to get back to sleep eventually turned into waiting for my alarm. but i figured id take advantage of the extra time to stop by work and review something before hitting the gym. while going over things last night i found a little problem and needed to double check on some things. turns out it was all for nothing.

gym stuff. bicep things. back things. 

it should be a pretty light day. and im hoping that holds true because i know im going to be tired soon. making it to lunch was a bit of a struggle. music and busy work should get me through the day though. hopefully.

i had to do another one of those little meetings. seems that the way to go into those is to just steer the conversation and keep things moving. and it worked. 

before and after that for reasons that i cant seem to control, i found myself the center of attention. its odd in a way how i just try to be me and lay low...and fail so badly at times. people like the character that is tristan stewart. the stories. the deliver. the whole experience.

more work stuff popped up before i could make my escape. this is the longest friday ive had in a while. thats somewhat on me for not being around earlier in the week though. 

finally home. kind of exhausted but if i go to sleep anytime soon ill just be repeating today tomorow. and im not about that.

the big thing for today i guess is the upcoming hotel sale. because of my amazing luck, itll be as im boarding a flight to charleston. man oh man...just one more hurdle.