march 16th, 2017: rich people are gay...thats just the way it is

waking up a little too refreshed. something must be up...and it is. its like 3:30am. hopefully more sleep can happen. 

waking up again closer to the right time. ted leo and the pharmacis t's are on the sonos.

going into work i only had a few hours to make a lot of things happen. calling the cosign guy, calling mr lowe, sitting down with jp, king stuff, normal routine work stuff...it was a busy time. but it all worked out and almost right down to exactly 12 o'clock. not too bad.

time to head off to colorado. i had my reservations about how that would be, but it worked out pretty well. i think being in the car messed up my head because some of those conversations shouldve either not happened or been a lot shorter. something about if bananas are berries and if berries are fruits? but strawberrys are fruits...right? i mean, they are...arent they? just 15 more half hours to go...

for some reason ashley was on my mind a lot during the trip. that seems to come and go at odd times. in some ways im glad we dont work together because it was a little unhealthy for lack of a better word. i could tell her whats on my mind sure, but that'd be a little odd. kind of like that phone call between binh and mr binh.

we made pretty good time. it didnt seem like we would. we worked out the math and it just wouldnt check out with how things were actually going. at one point i even counted the time between mile markers. in the end we got here in about 7 hours. 

dinner. it was so good, but so bad. ive never been more full in my life. i wanted to eat more. i really did. it wouldnt happen though. sucking it up, taking my loss, and walking out with my dignity in a to go box.

chatting with binh and his cousin john to finish off the night

march 15th, 2017: maximum berry!

someone decided that the best use of our morning gym time would be picking up trash on the side of the road. thats all im going to say about that.

shelton came by for her inspection. it took up a lot of time which im no stranger to, but the crazy part is that this was straight up work. the whole time. and we still have something to finish.

a bunch of random things came up over the day. shelton's move. my medical fallout. a new tasking letter? lost waiver requests. and probably other stuff that i forgot about.

a brief trip to the gym to take my mind off things and make sure i do something physical. analog, even.

my berry air maxs came in today. as well as some new pants and story of seasons. not too bad.

'practice.' kd got a bunch of his stuff in today so that was cool. the best part of that is usually playing with him since he's good enough to keep up and make something that sounds good. unfortunately, big sal cant hold onto a beat with a pair of vice grips. though i did mess up my share of things. adjusting to 5 strings is throwing me off a little.

i shouldve skipped that in favor of trip preparations, but i didnt.

march 14th, 2017: 32 times 64 is always 2048

another odd dream. wish id written it down because i sure cant remember it now. 

so that thing with ashley didnt happen which. i was expecting some kind of phone call or whatever, but it never happened. or at least not when i expected. but eventually it did. lots of time lost there.

in the time before that, email was down so i put a little dent in marvel 1602. thats a long story. i do like it so far though.

at the usual time i decided to run off to the gym. naturally, thats when ashley decides to call about work stuff. she kinda jumped the gun on some stuff a few days ago and now i have to clean that up.

off to the gym. thats interrupted with a medical thing. apparently the evaluation board needs to happen. well damn. 

back to work and doing things. im not sure if its to take my mind off something or what, but im filling my time a little more than i generally would at that time of the day.

home. smackdown. 

i have not felt very great today. the day didnt have a rough start or anything, but at no point was i looking foward to it. and then it all just went downhill. and i put too much oil in the diffuser water so that orange smell is gonna be a bit strong.

march 13th, 2017: you know how rider kinda sucks...

i woke up from one of the strangest dreams. i dont know if the eucalyptus oil had some kind of weird effect on me, but man...it was strange. it was like going back to england and everybody was still there. and part of it took place at my grandparents house and someone had eaten my pizza? or it was missing? and then in the end there was some kind of space ship and we were being chased by a monster or mutants. we tricked them into flying into the sun. then i woke up.

todays gym session wasnt good. not sure what that was all about...

starting the work day with a little talk about rider. its hard to say how it went over, but im sure there will be a part two. hopefully it goes well. from that conversation also came a few work things to do. so much for an easy day of just doing whatever.

dealing with car stuff. im probably low on oil. but thanks to decent timing i was able to pick up my markers on the way back to work. its the little things.

laundry and studying. 

in the morning i have to do evans things. not sure how thats gonna go. hopefully good since she doesnt seem in the best of moods. or at least she didnt this morning. 

march 12th, 2017: they have chocolate chip pancakes!

the daylight savings thing kinda threw me off a bit. it made me think i actually slept in a bit, but i didnt. i never do.

laundry. i started up on that crash fever game that le told me about. its a flashy mess of bewilderment. 

gym. i ran into thornton while i was there and he reminded me of the whole rider thing. i really hope that gets dealt with because...its just gonna be awful. 

del taco. finishing off arrow for the season. it wasnt great. reading a summary wouldve been better. or at least a better use of my time. 

making dinner. a real dinner. watching bully ray vs jeff hardy from lockdown 2013. that was back when tna was drawing solid crowds. it even made me curious about what was going to happen from there. 

watching an odd little video with trinidad james, mystikal, and some dude named lil dicky. ill have to pass that on to brandon.

go. the plan was trainspotting. but plans dont always go through...

talking to shabazz for a bit. sometimes i make comments about things without thinking about them. then i get some kind of reaction and give it some actual thought and see the beauty of it.
*on the subject of a new black guy*
bugg: me, you, easter black or corsair black?
me: i see why youd question that. honestly...like penson black like there might be something else in there... and i like how you just ignored jones.

finishing off the night with rick and morty and whatever comes after that.