january 25th, 2017: the underwhelmed rapist

i stepped things up a bit for chest day. 65s in three sets of bench. 55s for incline. 45s for flies. not too shabby. thats the power of best coast. or maybe the hot lava 5's that i finally wore.

as soon as i walked in i was already receiving phone calls. i ignored it. they called ash's phone. i avoided it. its too early for all that. turns out someones test didnt go so well that morning. and again its for reasons that could be avoided. keeping myself busy to fill out the day.

in an interesting little twist, some more letters came our way. one was for me, but i already had some stuff planned that would get me out of it. so now ill just be bumping up the timeline i guess.
*on the way to pick things up*
me: you wanted this then, you want it now, and when its over youll be glad you had it.
ash: thats something a scary rapist would say

home. watching my two episodes of house of cards. followed with dtns. apparently you dont need the co's anymore and .uk or whatever is good enough. and finishing off my watching session with a gta inspired king of the hill.

january 24th, 2017: hey! whos my best friend?

i didnt set my alarm, but it doesnt really matter these days. partly because i still wake up at the same time. partly because it doesnt matter if i do or not.

today i got back into "making my rounds." that made for a long conversation with little sonny. id prefer to just sit back and just deal with whatever comes up, though sometimes thats just not easy. i mean it is. but living with it maybe isnt?

there was one of those meetings today for fund raisers and such. this time they gave out free food as part of some trial change thing theyre doing. as is the usual way of things working out food-wise, it sucked. for me. there was also a lady there to talk about getting assigned to new places. that was mostly depressing. and then some woman from the nutrition thing felt like getting all in my bubble. i could feel how awkward it looked for me. 

today at work ashely kinda got to me. she shredded a bunch of papers that we could possibly need. rather than really deal with it i just distanced myself from it. anything i said in that moment wouldve likely just degenerated into a series of personal attacks or something. i dont think its so much that she did it as much as it is that she doesnt think. that bothers me. ignorance.

gym time was a little rough. i didnt time my inhaler right so my run ended early. and since we left late the place was full and that got into the way of a good workout. oh well. 

laundry. house of cards. wrestling. sleep.

january 23rd, 2017: i got a prediction. youre a stupid idiot.

its another gym morning. not overly excited or even into it, but its something to do. hitting up the bike to switch things up. its not great. following with a minor leg workout. the full one should come around maybe wednesday?

works insanely slow. lots of shredding. i did make it through a lot of albums though. from mutemath to unwritten law. 

skipping laundry in favor of house of cards, wrestling, and one more watch of surfs up 2. 

january 22nd, 2017: rtl?

i dont start my day until after a certain point. jumping into house of cards should pad out the time just enough.

running for the first time since the test and i didnt care for it. i ran into that physical therapy guy at the gym. didnt recognize him at first, but he didnt recognize me either. 

working through a few new songs. a moment of silence, private eye, and all signs point to lauderdale. id really like to start playing more often. maybe my days need to be restructured.

laundry. nap.

i decided to start collecting wrestling figures today. so off to walmart to see whats up. walking out with tyler breeze and bam bam. and some popcorn that doesnt make me sick

surfs up 2. wavemania. silly name for a movie, but its not bad i guess. 

finishing off the night with the salmon episode from that nature events show. 

january 21st, 2017: international baskets day

another saturday starting at the butt crack of dawn. taking on the dishes and some minor cleaning before complacency settles in. 

gym. breakfast at mcdonalds. guitar at work.

i spent a lot of the day watching baskets. its funny in a way that you wouldnt necessarily describe as funny. 

i was going to have some popcorn because i thought i was ready for that. i wasnt. from the time it finished, my body was totally against it. just from the smell. so it looks like thats blacklisted.

after some minor hangout talk, i decided to try out that e-harmony thing. we'll see how that works. 

and back to baskets. i finished it off all in one day since the episodes are short and there are only so many of them.