finding something to do

i dont have a lot going on. my time is mostly spent finding something to do...

august 13th, 2015: put her on the board, shes cut off!

being back on day shift after a few weeks of the evening/night shift isnt an easy transition. last night being a long night doesnt help matters any. naturally im a little late. unsurprisingly that doesnt go over well.

dealing with that for a while...

the rest of the day was more of the typical stuff. at some point i got roped into talking to someone about some missing files. turns out she tends to be somewhere on the lower end of intellect spectrum. apparently she creates her own problems to, so thats just great. joking with the office about starting a blacklist on the board. seems that there are a lot of names to put on that...

eventually back at home to end the day. my new icp album came in. i havent taken to their recent releases in the same way as the earlier ones, but theyll always be one of my main bands.

august 12th, 2015: what's life all about?

i was up at a decent time after going to sleep fairly early. writing. looking up various things. the chat is talking about bacon-wrapped poutine. apparently poutine is some combination of fries, gravy, and cheese. its sounds awful. on to some funeral for a friend, a subsequent amazon purchase, and checking up on recently released albums. fat wreck has a compilation out that i'd probably be into. i need more of those.

something about an upcoming motion city soundtrack results in playing guitar for a bit. luckily i got ready for work before that. well, mostly ready. ready enough that i wasnt really late. mental note: play guitar regularly.

at some point i was able to break away for a haircut. i ended up running into alston and talking about moving into a new job. seems people are often not content with their day-to-day. not a good trend. a good talk though...and a good haircut. 

towards the end of the night i'm asking what life's all about. my answer was something along the lines of learning to deal with things. and i ended with a saying that i tend to use a lot..."its about knowing your options."

off to the gym. i was so close to just going home, but id changed and driven to the building. so i went through with it. not a full routine. enough though. and it gave me some much needed 'black guy thinking time.' reflecting on the question of life.

lifes full of things being thrown at you. they arent all good. they arent all bad. but when its all said and done you either liked, disliked, or were indifferent to the thing that happened. and from there you think about how that thing can happen again. or never happen again. thats where the options come in. what can you do to make the next experience better? thats just my take though.

finishing off some tuna helper. 

august 11th, 2015: so...mister horton...

up fairly early, but not quite ready to get into the day. theres been a lot of that lately for some reason. i spent a chunk of time listening to fiona apple and lying in bed and thinking about past lives. im never sure if im better or worse off. moving on. playing an old flesh-n-bone album that didnt age well. piddling around the house. realizing the importance of the defrost button when making waffles.

getting ready for work and playing drunken lullabies. a few more plays and it could be ipod material.. im trying to make today the day i actually get there in time without the extra rush. ultimately it doesnt matter, but its more a personal goal i guess.

the plan was to make today haircut day. that didnt happen. what did happen was a continuation of the mister horton story. he hasnt been pulling his weight and now its being noticed. so, we'll see how this plays out.

back at home. my 'natures most amazing events' came in today. i think im caught up on my david attenborough videos now. following up on the days events. picking up 'natures most amazing moments' it was the last thing in my cart so who knows how long it was in there before finally buying it. and it seems i missed out on a wall-e lego figure. maybe ill watch that tonight. 

 

august 10th, 2015: surfs up, man...cowabunga...

ive been trying to keep up with writing for my 'i saw them once...' blog. today when i woke up i went into writing on the comedy show from last month. recalling the little details of a comedy set is hard enough even on the same night. doing it weeks later surprisingly doesnt make it easier. 

looking up hydros online. i need shoes that i can just slip into once in a while and those seem like a good choice. between store pick-up and a discount looks like footlocker may be the way to go. 

along the way a friend request popped in. someone from the england days. i kinda miss those people, but definitely not the larger part of life there. life here isnt a whole lot better, though in a way it is. 

we didnt have nearly as much stuff at work to do as we shouldve. and me being the guy to make that clear to people was an unwelcome change. you spend enough years trying to get people out of work and then go the other direction...its just strange. 

one of the topics of the night was an upcoming san diego trip. a couple of the guys are pretty excited and one goes on to pretend he's surfing. its unconvincingly funny.

that nights gym session was not the greatest. it seems im a little worn out when it comes time to go after work. maybe thats always been a thing for me... overall, it was a small step in the right direction. weights are going up. things are getting easier. 

killing time on the internet. watching a little wrestling. then off to bed. 

 

august 9th, 2015: red son

i put all the pieces together to start up a blog about my concert goings. the idea had been brought up to me a long time ago and it made sense to do it, but for some reason i kept putting it off. not sure why... today i tried to get that going. looks like i may have kicked things off in the wrong order. i shouldve prepared it on whatever platform...THEN added a domain on top of that. or maybe just started from a different hosting service. trying out wordpress and figuring things out kills off a chunk of my morning.

cleaning up and breaking into 'red son.' it's the first time i've read an actual comic in forever. this is technically one of those collection book things, but still it's a welcome change from the usual. and the story seems to be pretty good so far.

an inevitable nap.

talking to the grandparents for a bit then off to do laundry and pick up dinner food.

dinner. another section of 'red son.' sending off an email to anthony about a 'what if...' based nirvana scenario. sleep.